TW: self harm

i just cut properly for the first time, and i actually feel quite happy about it. i don’t feel sad like before and even though it hurt like it wasn’t that bad honestly.

i have self harmed in other ways before, primarily scratching myself, mostly with keys but never this. i kinda made a self promise i would never cut like this at 13 but 3 years later and oopsie daisy

i can’t tell anyone i know in real life, my close friends are too busy going through other stuff so i guess i’m here with reddit

i don’t really know what to say, i just had to put it out there before i accidentally told someone i shouldn’t

i hope you all have a good day! <3