waheyjay

hiya guys!

i have an idea for my next tattoo, i would love the word dreamer (like the word in high valyrian used to describe a targaryen with prophetic dragon dreams) tattooed on me. can anyone tell me what that word would be and how exactly it is spelt and said?

thank you! - jaimie

hiya! my extraction site had been healing perfectly fine but this morning i woke up and the whitish yellow film over the blood clot had entirely disappeared, instead the hole looks just dark red but i can still see the blood clot in there. i don’t think it’s bleeding as when i woke up i couldn’t taste any blood and it seems stable.

is that okay? should i be concerned? i thought the whitish stuff would be there until it fully closed so i had a massive shock when i saw it and im freaking out. can i still do salt water rinses or without the protection will the blood clot fall out?

thank you!

hiya! i’d really love some hello kitty items if anyone has them? i can try and trade for them but im super new so i doubt id have anything helpful unfortunately :( thank you!!

hiya guys! does anyone have an island where i can egg hunt/gather recipes for easter items? im trying to get everything but im so new the bunny man doesnt spawn on my island :((

i just cut properly for the first time, and i actually feel quite happy about it. i don’t feel sad like before and even though it hurt like it wasn’t that bad honestly.

i have self harmed in other ways before, primarily scratching myself, mostly with keys but never this. i kinda made a self promise i would never cut like this at 13 but 3 years later and oopsie daisy

i can’t tell anyone i know in real life, my close friends are too busy going through other stuff so i guess i’m here with reddit

i don’t really know what to say, i just had to put it out there before i accidentally told someone i shouldn’t

i hope you all have a good day! <3

TW’s: abuse, murder, military, suicide, self harm, anxiety

i want to preface this by saying although i’m 16 (almost 17 which is fun) i have felt this way for as long as i can remember which granted is only as far back as 11 but this isn’t just a ‘moment’ where i’m struggling. this has been a constant. i also want to add that there is a history of mental illness on my dads side, him having a personality disorder with his mum having depression and attempting many times, her two daughters in the same boat although one had a personality disorder and not depression and one of his brothers having a personality disorder, almost everyone on my dads side is mentally ill.

my dad was also abusive w

i think i have depression and have had it for a while, i couldn’t give a time stamp to when it started due to trauma blocking my childhood until 11 but i have lived in a constant state of shit for as long as i can remember.

i just hate life, i don’t want to live it, i’m not heavily suicidal but i’m just so tired.

i have been actively working to “get better” for the past four years and the only improvement i have actually made is i’m not actively attempting or thinking about it every day. i’m starting to think that i’m not just feeling usual teenage upset, i really think it might be more. i can’t access therapy but i really want it. i want to feel better but i just don’t want to do this an