My fear

Slowly everyone’s leaving and I can’t take it anymore

I don’t have anybody to confide in like before

Most has been my doing, I am not too blind to see

But all I want to know is what the fuck is wrong with me

I was happy, I had friends that were close as family

Now it seems that people just run away and scream

Am I that much of a monster that no one wants to be around?

Will it continue on this way until I’m 6 feet in the ground?

I’m hiding my depression from my wife and our four babies

Haven’t been this fucking melancholy since I was in the navy

I don’t know what to do, like a rat trapped in a maze

I just carry on this way, with this fake ass grinning face

Can’t show how I feel, wouldn’t matter if I did

Guess this is fucking karma for all the things that I once hid

Every comment, every lie, every morally fucked decision

Coming right back at me with absolute precision

Now I’m standing in these flames that are apparent self made

Staring right at my own face with a lack of words to say

I am not afraid to die, hell would probably feel like home

I’m just scared to wake up one day and forever be alone.

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