Anyone else feeling frustrated by their salary?
I guess I just need to rant to people who understand. I’m on a training grant so I get what the NIH says I get. I was so hopeful that they would increase the minimums again this year, but it looks like that’s not going to happen. My heating bill is more than double what it was last year, food costs are through the roof, my first baby is coming in a couple of months, and the icing on the cake (or maybe the straw that broke the camel’s back?) - I got an epic flat tire on my way to work this morning, so an unexpected car repair bill on top of everything else.
I feel like I’m too old to be this broke, and almost the entirety of my postdoc has been during COVID, so I’m not even getting the full experience. I’ll probably look for a new job after my (partially unpaid) maternity leave ends, even though I really would like to stay in my current position (and am funded for at least another year). Meanwhile, everything things I’m making bank because “you’re a doctor!”
Posted Feb 26, 2022, 1:01 AM UTC
52+k a year for 12+ hours/day is fucking trash. I hate the system.
You aren't allowed to complain until you win the Nobel prize. Otherwise, you won't have any leverage over the next generation. It's not coercive, you're free to leave at any time and work on whatever you want to work on/however much you want to work. If you don't do what they are doing though, you won't get another job. The more niche your job becomes, the more vague and nonsensical the rejection letters. Am I under-qualified? overqualified? Did I not show the PI/group enough deference? Did I not show the field enough deference? Or, just the normal reason: not enough papers. How do you publish these? They won't tell you. No, it's too complicated still and all your ideas are unpublishable garbage (until we need them), just do this next thing for us, and for sure you'll be a fifth author on our next masterpiece.
Don't be expected to be rewarded for taking a single risk until you have full tenure. Oh, the person/group you're working for turns out to not be compatible? Too bad, that time is measured against you. These grants are only for the freshest, luckiest faces.
You did your postdoc during a pandemic? Too bad, so sad. Here's basically a $25 gift card, and you can attend a "listening session" where you can voice your concerns. Oh, not concerns about labor protections or cost of living, and also we're not going to do anything about these things. We won't even write that stuff down. No, the only stuff that will get recorded in these sessions is stuff we might do something about later, if you somehow win the Nobel prize.