Short poem about how my autistic son feels.

I never wrote any poem in my life before and also English is not my first language. I wanted to ask if You can share what You think about it. Please feel free to tell me it's rubbish. I prefer the truth than a false tap on my shoulder. I believe that's the only way to improve and learn. Many thanks and kindest regards

I am inside, I didn't want to hide.

I was locked up in here and sometimes I fear,

you will never hear my voice,

but only the noise,

coming out of these lips,

the mutter, the mumble,

only the glimpse

of what's on my mind,

I wasn't designed

to speak out my will,

it takes a skill,

talent I didn't get

To break free and strive

and never forget

that eternal drive

To unleash the tongue

Of love, hate and void

The way I feel now

I must avoid.

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