I love you, I hate you

Why do I still care about you?

I want to move on but how can I?

When I see you, I see us

I see the memories

The time and effort I gave you

And what I thought we would be

But then I remember how badly you treated me

And I want to hate you

I want to hate you

You're such a jerk

And I wish we never met because I wouldn't hurt right now if we hadn't met

I miss you

I love you

I hate you

And I wish I never had to see you

So I wouldn't be reminded of you

And us

I wish I could slap you and scream but I know you wouldn't understand why I'm upset

And I hate how you purposely make me jealous

And I hate you for it

But I still care about you

I could give you a list of reasons I can't move on and a list of reasons why I hate you

But it wouldn't matter because you're a coward

You can't be honest with yourself

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