Make sure you cover them so no bacteria gets into them, change the bandages and clean them often. Apply antibacterial/antibiotic cream if you have any. Don’t forget that you did 6 years without doing it, you are incredibly strong and brave but unfortunately it happens sometimes. You got this, you’re not alone. 💕

I can’t believe I did this. Every time I move I can feel the pain of the cuts. Every time I take my pants off I realize how deep and bad they actually are. I feel so stupid that I even reached this point. I’ve been googling ways to make them heal quickly because I feel so ugly and gross now. It didn’t help, it just made me feel like I undid 6+ years of healing and recovery.

So angry at myself