More abuse
Know you should leave, I ask you to stay
Spit in each others face then go swear that we’ll change
Stuck on repeat, always stuck in our ways
Hating and hitting, then we’re fucking all day
You swear that I’m cheating but you’re fucking insane
I may be intense but it’s not fucking the same
Doesn’t make sense when you fucking change
I walk away and you hit me again
I could hit back but there’s a cycle to end
I know if I stay, it’ll just cycle again
One missed call and the cycle begins
One pissed off lil’ psycho on meds
One more flaw for the cycle to mend
Once more I call for the cycle to end
I may be evil, but you are the villain
I may be toxic, but you are the venom
I may be free, but you’re still the prison
I’m addicted to you like I’m dose dependent
I need you to stay for my codependence
No I’m not perfect, Yes I’ve hit back
No it wasn’t worth it, Yes I’ll give you that
Caught me off guard, gave me a quick jab
Then you taste my ring, get an ice pack
I hate you- I love you, I want you to leave
I want you to die but I want you to breathe
Hope when I pass all you can do is grieve
Because being with you just causes me grief
But being without just loses me sleep
Camel meet straw, I’m facing defeat
Like a buffet, I’ve only ever tasted deceit
Can’t stand you so I’ve taken a seat
I want someone to fix me, not someone to blame
Tell all your friends that I am your bane
I tell mine but they don’t believe the pain
Suffering as a man just isn’t the same
Suffering as I am just living in pain
//This is a piece about a rocky relationship I was in where we thought we were in love but we were just in denial. I guess we wanted to make the other person hate us first so we didn't have to be the one who called it quits.//
//I know it repeats the ending rhyme scheme a lot in the first few stanzas but I was just spit balling and writing everything that came out.//
//There's a few cheesy lines that I don't really like and I'm sure you'll find them so any feedback is appreciated//
Posted Sep 7, 2022, 9:27 PM UTC · edited