DAE feel more angry for their siblings than for themselves?

I’m angry at what our parents did to me as well but I’m more angry at them for hurting my siblings as badly as they did. And also angry at myself for failing to protect them.

Those moments stick in my head and play out over and over again. And it makes me so angry that I wish I could hurt my parents the same way they hurt us so they know how it feels. But it’s not like I could go back anyway, so it feels useless.