I haven’t been with my boyfriend for very long. About 2-3 months max, I think. I’ve been thinking about our relationship and I’m not sure whether or not I should stay with him, but I care about him very much. This is the first relationship I’ve ever been in and he’s my first everything.
It’s been pretty rocky from the beginning. About a month in, I found out that he cheated on me and had been doing so since we started dating, even though we agreed to be exclusive and not to sleep with other people. I tried to talk to him and understand why but it ended with him deciding that he’d continue to sleep with her and that I’d just have to be okay with it and that I couldn’t talk about it any
I haven’t been with my boyfriend for very long. About 2-3 months max, I think. I’ve been thinking about our relationship and I’m not sure whether or not I should stay with him, but I care about him very much. This is the first relationship I’ve ever been in and he’s my first everything.
It’s been pretty rocky from the beginning. About a month in, I found out that he cheated on me and had been doing so since we started dating, even though we agreed to be exclusive and not to sleep with other people. I tried to talk to him and understand why but it ended with him deciding that he’d continue to sleep with her and that I’d just have to be okay with it and that I couldn’t talk abou
I’m angry at what our parents did to me as well but I’m more angry at them for hurting my siblings as badly as they did. And also angry at myself for failing to protect them.
Those moments stick in my head and play out over and over again. And it makes me so angry that I wish I could hurt my parents the same way they hurt us so they know how it feels. But it’s not like I could go back anyway, so it feels useless.