He Was Never Mine

When did I fall for my best friend?

Was it the night we spent together watching movies?

At the games I went to to watch you achieve your dreams?

Was I sending you my love in every snapchat, message, and late night phone call?

Or maybe it was all the talks we had together in my car?

O the talks we had.

Talks about whether you were going to make it to the next level.

About all the pressure you were under.

I recall the day you came to me and told me you made it.

The smile on your face for realizing your dreams came true.

Even after you left to chase your dreams you never forgot about me.

Our phone calls continued and we enjoyed detailing our days.

I remember when I called you crying when my grandma died and a month later you called me crying because yours did too.

But then she came along.

She took your world by storm.

No she wasn't there those late nights, she wasn't in the daily messages or calls.

But now she's here.

She's the one you call at night.

The one you go to.

You have no idea how jealous I am of her.

How angry I want to be, but I can't.

Because here's the truth.

He was never mine.

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