Me, Myself, and I

Me, Myself, and I

Heart racing

Hands trembling

Head pounding

Eyes burning

Hot tears corrupting the face of beauty and purity

Everything hurts

But pain is better than the black hole of nothingness we feel inside

Now we’re alone

All alone

No one left to trust

Just me, myself, and I

This isn’t how I thought things would go

I’m in a school of 2,000 but I still feel all alone in this cruel world

We’re told to be happy, but the only happiness I feel is faint

Not really there, but the reminisce still lingers

It’s funny how quickly we crash

One day we’re on the tallest mountain

And the next, we’re in the deepest trench

Beating our heads against walls

Just to feel something

Anything

Everyone just wants to be somebody

But I just wanna be

Me, myself, and I

I don’t think it gets better

Ever

Sad forever

Letting ourselves go

Not a care in the world

Not only about ourselves but about everything

Our work, our actions, our mindset

The longer we go without the giddy feeling of happiness

The more we forget what it feels like and its effect

This is misery

Stay quiet

Keep your mouth shut

Follow the rules

Be perfect

It’s all too much

Way too much

Lost my mind

I can’t find it

Hidden under all my problems

Bury me six feet under

Where no one can see me

So it’s just

Me, myself, and I

Links~

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/y5lz7i/hate_in_reverse_cw_transphobia/isku8ll?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/y5o9nw/forever/iskux9g?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/y4uy7e/tribute_to_the_dead_and_grateful/iskvjiq?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share&context=3