Rose-tinted glasses
Falling in love, I believe, can either be the most beautiful thing you could imagine
or the most painful experience you will ever have
we fall in love without any warning, we fall unconditionally
and when it happens, it happens fast
suddenly it starts to feel like your world is spinning in a different direction, in a different speed
and with a different purpose
and I don’t know where all these butterflies come from
but suddenly there is this feeling of thousands and thousands of wing beats, hundreds of butterflies flying chaotically in every possible direction
and I wonder how just one person can make me feel like the purpose to be alive
is to love
the whole world appears a little bit brighter and a little bit more colorful when you love someone
love makes you feel like there are no bad days anymore, like there is nothing you couldn’t fight together
love is the most beautiful thing I could ever imagine
all the laughters and smiles and giggles because of just one simple thought about someone
I believe there won’t be any bad days anymore
if I can just stay in this perfect bright colored world
I believe I will be loved forever, forever happy and forever together
but why is it that while my world should feel like there is no end in the days and no need to be afraid because he will be there to catch me, right?
right…?
why is it that I can feel my heart hurting everyday
I should feel what love makes you feel
passionate, special, happy, loved
loved….
I believe to think that would be what love is supposed to be
so why is it that my heart hurts everytime I try to breath
and my hands shake as I write down word by word
I believe to think that the brightness and the color he added to my life wasn’t the joy and laughters that should follow
but the rose-tinted glasses he put on my nose without asking
I feel like there are laughters and passion on some days
but why is it that everyday I’m afraid it won’t be one of those days
Posted Oct 18, 2022, 5:48 PM UTC