I’m sorry, my dear.
looking at you isn’t the same.
It feels like you just smashed me down, broke me into pieces I never even knew.
felt I had the crown but it was someone else. no one could ever be you, nobody else.
You saying you’re finding someone to me is like hearing goodbye from a friend.
I really tried my best to stay around even then.
my feelings get in the way sometimes, i’m sorry.
I should’ve known better than to love you, my idea of you got in the way of reality.
It was never gonna be you, was it?
I wanted, no I NEEDED someone so bad that I never thought about how mad I’d truly get when it wasn’t you.
I’m sorry, my dear.
any feedback is appreciated, i’ve never done this before :)
Posted Nov 1, 2022, 8:02 PM UTC · edited
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