Extremely nervous about complications.

After years and years of contemplating getting a circumcision for cosmetic reasons I've finally decided enough is enough and I'm getting it done im confident in my decision. I've started researching the recovery process more and Holy fuck does it seem scary. Edema, poor cosmetic results, Pain for months/years, and so on and so forth. I keep hearing about hyper sensitivity being horrendous which is something I dont even understand.

I can comfortably keep my head exposed all day with no discomfort. Anyways is it even worth it to get the snip? I legitimately can't have sex or masturbate or even go a day with out wishing I was circ but my god this procedure is complicated.