The me.

.. If all I ever show you is the me I want you to see.

then all you ever see is the me I want you to see.

you don't ever see the me I don't want you to see.

The me I don't want me to see.

the me I don't want to be.

The me I can't talk to because of what I might say. The me who puts the reality of situations right in my face. The me who knows why I am afraid to be myself. The me who is disgusted I've become everyone else.

..I'm just living a simulation of the me I should be,

a facade of a human being.

the me inside of me is always asking me for a meeting.

The me inside of me is always asking me for a reason,

why I am the me who don't want freedom?

Why I am the me who laughs when they chuckle? Why I am the me who doesn't put up a struggle?

Why am the me who will endure all of the mishaps and mistakes?

I am the me who I let the world break.

Endless questions that I know all the answers to, Except who I answer to.. it's just me here.

Wait, how was your day? I forgot to ask about you.

I made this all about me

... That is such a me thing to do.

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