A daughter no more
You used to always tell me
how all you ever wanted was
a daughter.
But instead all you got was this
“nasty little girl”
and you just didn’t understand
Why she hated you so...
But you never bothered to listen
to that little girl.
When she told you
you were hurting her,
When she begged you to stop
and asked you to change.
Instead you told her
she was mistaken.
That you would never do such a thing,
you loved her.
After all, you always wanted
a daughter
But instead all you got was this
Mean bitch
who used to be such a
sweet little girl.
And you just didn’t understand
Why she didn’t love you so
anymore…
How could a daughter not love her mother?
Provider of life,
Divine loving overlord.
What a sin to hate one’s mother.
Birthing a child such a burden to bear;
a debt that can never be repaid.
You deserve all the love and praise in the world
for giving a life not asked for.
But you forgot that the life you birthed
grew into a human being.
One with feelings, needs, and thoughts,
other than your own.
You forgot that you needed to actually give love
if you expected to receive.
You forgot that that being would develop memories,
and you could not erase the ones
that did not fit your narrative;
though you tried.
And you just can’t understand
why you lost your daughter.
After all,
It’s all you ever wanted
Posted Nov 12, 2022, 3:10 AM UTC