ptsd
'angel, you never sleep.'
that's right, i don't.
i see their faces floating in my eyeline when i close them.
you forced your body into mine,
every time you ignored my words - 'stop', 'no', 'please'.
sometimes i feel like i'm dead.
i mean, my soul is.
it tell them 'stop', 'no', 'please'
and watch as their whole body turns on.
i watch as my pain arouses them.
during the best encounter of my life,
he hit the wrong spot
and my body erupted into panic.
i struggle to tell you between my breaths that you did nothing wrong.
i struggle to explain that they hurt me, you just reminded me.
i just struggle.
Posted Nov 12, 2022, 9:01 AM UTC
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