-Lunk

When I was a freshman in high school, back in 2011, I lost my grandmother. My grandfather shot and killed her.

I fell into deep depression after that and never really enjoyed my sophomore and junior years of high school. I had lost my sense of trust, began becoming addicted to pornography and video games, and didn't have your normal high school experience.

Then I discovered lifting weights. Around the end of my junior year and start of my senior year. I started enjoying life for once and thought I was normal. Started having feelings, and thought I had completely overcome what had happened.

Freshman year of college came and went successfully. I didn't have any bouts of anxiety and was g