1024MegByte

I think most people in real life would find this eventually, and it’s getting to the point where I want that to happen so now I’m on my main in case it’s my last post.

I’m tired. I’m tired of fighting.

I feel like a burden and misunderstood. I feel like my problems are stupid.

I told my ex that if people think I’m a bad person, I would want to rid myself off this Earth. He told me that was a lazy choice— to kill myself instead of improving myself. I feel like he doesn’t see me as a good person. I feel like the best option to stop hurting other people and myself with this anger and resentment is to get rid of myself.

My ex and I broke up today. He called me sick mentally and throughout

i feel like everyone leaves me. i just learned about bpd and relate a lot but ive also been diagnosed with adhd, cptsd, and ocd. ive been struggling to remember to take my meds.

why do i get so violently angry? is it my fault?

was really nice using this app and everything else!! im letting it go now. goodbye reddit!! 😁

you ever feel that way? yeah. i just want to feel okay again.

fuck existing. fuck waking up everyday and trying your goddamn hardest. fuck all of that noise. i hate it here and i hate everything. i dont need someone to be happy but when you meet someone who you would do anything for and they lead you on and rush things and overstep you boundaries and then tell you they dont want a relationship with you? that shit really fucks with your mental.

i pour my heart out for people who will never love me back the same way. im so tired and worn. im so sick and tired of doing that for people. i deserve so much better. i fucking hate being alive right now but whatever man.

my feelings never mattered to anyone anyway.