So 200 days ago today I posted for the first time and followed through with check in and reading posts for almost a month.
Background story I work in the yachting industry. Alcohol, drugs, bars, partying is glamorised hugely! We work long hours, in high pressure, lack of sleep and constantly surrounded by people.
So when drop off day comes to drop off guests everyone heads straight to the bars to let off all the built up steam. The boat I was only last year I was able to do stints of sobriety a lot easier than the one I’m currently on. Probably because it is a charter boat so I am under more pressure.
The last 3 drop offs, I have absolutely sent it benders lasting over 24 hours. Each t