is anyone else at the stage where you’ve basically lost all hope for the relationship? where you don’t even believe anything’s going to change for the better, and deep down you’re just silently waiting for another chance to leave?
i never wanted it to get this way. i used to beg him to see my worth, to give me a chance, to try again. i was always ready to do whatever it takes just to be with him. but this time, it just feels different. this time, i barely managed to force myself to take the blame and apologize for yet another thing that never should’ve been a reason to ignore your partner for days.
no moment with him feels good anymore. i keep catching myself crying over it for no specific
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