I posted a month ago "odds worse than winning the powerball" and a lot has happened since then that I'm still figuring out.
Short recap; my wife and I are both 41, we have two girls 9 and 12. Wife was diagnosed with Stage 3c colorectal cancer jan 2nd this year. She was going through the TNT method, doing radiation into chemo, where she is now 4 cycles in. A month ago was my colonoscopy, where I was told by the GI doc that I had a little over 4cm villous mass that appeared to be a malignant tumor, but he took biopsies to be sure. He ordered a CT that same day since there was a slot open, the CT showed large masses on my liver and 1 tiny one on my lungs. The doctor was talking about putting

