ElijahCheech64

From september to now I went from 260 to 230. Despite the weight loss, I still look fat and I don’t feel like I lost anything. I know weight loss takes time but I been thinking about using weight loss drugs or something to speed things up or surgery.

This might seem like a vent but I feel like just looking for relationships now is so time consuming and pointless. Dating is just one giant psychology game. “You gotta be more confident” “You gotta be valuable” “You have to look attractive” “You gotta be 6 ft or above” and all that bullshit, and if i have to play this game just to find someone, then i don’t give a single fuck about losing my virginity.

Its no secret that vrchat has been a daycare since the quest became popular. I know that they’re discord meetups and private worlds but im just wondering if vrchat did implement an age verification system, it would be easier to interact with other adults more often rather than children most of the time.

Since last month, i had bad insomnia which resulted in extreme anxiety and panic attacks when are now way better than they were and i’ve been sleeping a little bit better now but suddenly when i do reach deep sleep, i suddenly now start to remember my dreams in detail, which i haven’t been prior to my sleeping problems. Another thing is that my muscles get sore and twitchy from time to time. My vision is also kinda doubled when reading screens and words with small shadows appearing on the bottom or top depending on the angle im reading. I hope this isn’t some neurological disorder since the fear of having SFI or FFI consumed me for almost a month now.