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My 16th birthday is next month and last Christmas I was gifted this HP 14 laptop. I'm very ignorant regarding specs so when I got it I thought it would be alright for gaming but suffice to say that wasn't the case at all, however I'm still grateful because I needed something for school.

Can any of you help me pick out a gaming laptop ranging from a 700$-1000 price range? I want to be able to emulate some games and play games like roblox and minecraft flawlessly. Thank you to anyone who has the time to help me out.

I used to prone masturbate from a young age, not realizing that it was abnormal to masturbate that way. Recently, I found out that my sensitivity came back due to nofap, and that I actually can masturbate with my hands..but I've decided to abandon both forms of masturbation because I didn't even find either form appealing, especially with the use of porn. I genuinely despise that desperate, dogmatic, and soulless feeling of release. It was more desperation than it was pleasurable, and with no girlfriend or anything of the sort to love I can completely acknowledge that doing it is just straight up lustful and I feel brainless doing it, and I don't want any future partner I ever get with to fe

This garbage caused me not to have the confidence to speak to my crush. I was so nervous and hopeless that I told my friend who was a wingman for me to stop wasting his time on getting us to have a conversation. Now our other friend, who actually speaks to her is trying to attempt something, while "wingman" and another friend are shouting iso (isolation) because he's apparently her type. I don't even want to even bother touching myself because it just reminds me of this horrific predicament I put myself in.

I mean, I've never spoken to her before, my friend is trying to get me in a group chat with her as well..but he told me she likes lightskins and I'm dark..fall back or test the waters?

I started masturbating with prone by accident, didn't know I was affecting myself badly and now I can't even masturbate properly and I still won't stop. I hate this shit and really want to fix myself but I don't have that push. Literally anything will help please..

I feel like after the initial relapse its bad enough, but if you start the chain of relapses in a single day, your mental state will slow down, and your awareness as well..

I'm on it for entertainment, but then fall for thirst bait and start peeking, and it all goes downhill from there..

Realized seeing so many people relapse and be told it's ok, is making me want to as well. So I'll get off of here and YouTube as well (weird porn bot comments) until I can go on both without issues.

Thought about sucumbbing to PMO today, but then went damn, if porn has this much power over my brain now, who knows how fucked I'll be if I continue.

I say this as a 15 year old myself, because it's really just leeway for relapses. Just because your hormones decrease when you're an adult does not mean your addiction will go away. When you're 21, 22, 23, and even beyond that, "being a teenager" wouldn't be an excuse anymore because you could've stopped then.

I put my Windstorm device in Volcanic by accident (I was going to wait), and don't want to grind for it again but feel like I need it because all I have now is Eclipse and Jackpot device..thoughts?

I'm tired of claiming that I care. I'm tired of preaching all this righteous bullshit that I can't even live up to. It's all about growth, and "ohhh you'll be fine it's not so bad" , but I don't want pity, I want discipline, and I'm not learning anything. I don't have porn blocked because I heard that if you really care, and if you're really determined you'll have enough self discipline to ignore it, and I obviously don't have that. I'm just looking for advice, any advice really. I don't want anyone to say "it's ok bro,relapses happen to everyone!" Because it's not about that, it never has been. It's about what are you learning from each relapse, each time you go into this miserable state o

Tell me a whole bunch of gross facts about anything in the reply section. I want to look back at this post so I can get a instant turn off, that way my urges will go away.