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I have gone about a month sober and am starting to get anxious about my past. There was an instance 2 years ago, when I struggled most with drinking, where I went to a house party that was busted by the police and everyone was breathalyzed due to underage drinking. The police asked for our first and last name on a piece of paper and then asked us to confirm while getting breathalyzed. After getting breathalyzed we were instructed to either go in the front yard or go in the “citation line” where we would be handed the physical drinking citation. When my turn came up, I gave them my name and blew above the drinking limit. I was instructed to go in the citation line, but since the line was so l

How do I know if i have a withstanding citation

2 years ago, I went to a house party that was busted by the police and everyone was breathalyzed due to underage drinking. The police asked for our first and last name on a piece of paper and then asked us to confirm while getting breathalyzed. After getting breathalyzed we were instructed to either go in the front yard or go in the “citation line” where we would be handed the physical drinking citation. When my turn came up, I gave them my name and blew above the drinking limit. I was instructed to go in the citation line, but since the line was so long and there were so many people, I just walked out of the line and went home. Since nobody s

2 years ago, I went to a house party that was busted by the police and everyone was breathalyzed due to underage drinking. The police asked for our first and last name on a piece of paper and then asked us to confirm while getting breathalyzed. After getting breathalyzed we were instructed to either go in the front yard or go in the “citation line” where we would be handed the physical drinking citation. When my turn came up, I gave them my name and blew above the drinking limit. I was instructed to go in the citation line, but since the line was so long and there were so many people, I just walked out of the line and went home. Since nobody saw me walk out of line, I never got the physical

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. It came from a place of self hatred- the only thing that would get me through the week knowing I can blackout friday and Saturday. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober.

Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college environment I decided to “drink a little,” bu

Trying to be sober but feeling hopeless

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. It came from a place of self hatred- the only thing that would get me through the week knowing I can blackout friday and Saturday. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober.

Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college envir

Trying to be sober but feeling hopeless

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. It came from a place of self hatred- the only thing that would get me through the week knowing I can blackout friday and Saturday. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober.

Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college envir

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. It came from a place of self hatred- the only thing that would get me through the week knowing I can blackout friday and Saturday. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober.

Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college environment I decided to “drink a little,” bu

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. It came from a place of self hatred- the only thing that would get me through the week knowing I can blackout friday and Saturday. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober.

Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college environment I decided to “drink a little,” but

I want to go into this new year fully sober, but have constant anxiety over my past. I am 20 years old and started drinking around the age of 16. I began binge drinking around 17 and it would happen around once a week. I then went into college (at 18) and would binge drink and blackout really bad about once or twice a week. This continued up until recently, even though I went the whole summer fully sober. Over the summer, I began to feel SO anxious for my actions, im sure some of you remember me posting on here. Unfortunately, when I was put back into my college environment I decided to “drink a little,” but sooner rather than later I began to go back to my old habits. I’ve been home for abo

How trustworthy are oraquick at-home tests after a year of exposure?

I take oraquick tests every year at home and haven’t had intercourse since April 2023. It was really dumb- unprotected and on my period. I took an oraquick afterwards due to anxiety- would it have been accurate and can I trust it? I am a 20F and took the test in August 2024 so it would’ve been over a year after exposure. I also made sure not to eat/drink 4 hours prior. The only reason I am continuously anxious is because in may 2023 (month after intercourse) I broke out in hives, had a vaginal yeast infection, and tonsillitis, and I went to the emergency doctor and they just gave me antibiotics with no real diagnosis and i

How trustworthy are oraquick at-home tests after a year of exposure?

I take oraquick tests every year at home and haven’t had intercourse since April 2023. It was really dumb- unprotected and on my period. I took an oraquick afterwards due to anxiety- would it have been accurate and can I trust it? I am a 20F and took the test in August 2024 so it would’ve been over a year after exposure. I also made sure not to eat/drink 4 hours prior. The only reason I am continuously anxious is because in may 2023 (month after intercourse) I broke out in hives, had a vaginal yeast infection, and tonsillitis, and I went to the emergency doctor and they just gave me antibiotics with no real diagnosis and i

I take oraquick tests every year at home and haven’t had intercourse since April 2023. It was really dumb- unprotected and on my period. I took an oraquick afterwards due to anxiety- would it have been accurate and can I trust it? I am a 20F and took the test in August 2024 so it would’ve been over a year after exposure. I also made sure not to eat/drink 4 hours prior. The only reason I am continuously anxious is because in may 2023 (month after intercourse) I broke out in hives, had a vaginal yeast infection, and tonsillitis, and I went to the emergency doctor and they just gave me antibiotics with no real diagnosis and it went away. Now im convinced that was an early HIV episode. The oraqu