In_The_Blus

“I love you.” 

Woah, you do? But, what does that imply? Surly something strong. Does it mean you want to grow old with me? Have matching rings perhaps? Or, are you implying that you simply care for me?

… No, it has to be something other than either of those. You know who you’ll be wed to, and it certainly isn’t me. But if you were only trying to say you cared for me, why use the word love?

Love.

What does it mean? Is it a feeling, or maybe something physical. It’s a word we’ve all heard before, and something we’ve all said. But, how much weight does it really carry? Is it platonic? Or strictly romantical. Maybe it’s something that will never be fully explained in words alone. Or ma

AITA?? I(19F) live with my gran and brother. we were watching breaking bad all together. However when I went on vacation they continued it without me. Which was fine, it didn’t bother me, but, now they’re upset I won’t come watch it with them even though im missing hours of context. I don’t really like watching shows, I only started watching it with them so we’d have something to bond over.

TW: Death, Abuse, Drugs Genuinely I feel like I could write a documentary or something cause like what the fuck is my life bro. I know people have had it worse but like at this point my life could be a traumatic comedy or something. like I cant even write everything down because my brain will ACTIVELY not let me remember shit. it’s annoying!! I mean my life started out normal enough, my dad was kinda absent but like big whoop. he was still kind and caring. In my eyes I guess this all started when my grandfather died. admittedly I wasn’t really close to him, but my dad was. and my dad found drugs. okay, drug addicted dad, not wonderful. but he was still caring, never would hurt me. intention

Hi, i’m 19. My dad died when I was 15. He OD and I was the only one in the room with him. By the time help arrived he was already gone. My mom remarried less than a year later. At first I was neutral about my step dad. He made my mom happy and that’s all I cared about. As I grew to know him I saw him as family. maybe not as a father but more like a close uncle or something similar. We were already losing my childhood house due to my father’s drug abuse. So we moved. Over the past 2 years I have moved 6 times. My step dad has never kept a steady job. My mom works part time jobs and is attending college. I worked almost a full time job on top of an internship while going to college. We would

Hi, i’m 19. My dad died when I was 15. He OD and I was the only one in the room with him. By the time help arrived he was already gone. My mom remarried less than a year later. At first I was neutral about my step dad. He made my mom happy and that’s all I cared about. As I grew to know him I saw him as family. maybe not as a father but more like a close uncle or something similar. We were already losing my childhood house due to my father’s drug abuse. So we moved. Over the past 2 years I have moved 6 times. My step dad has never kept a steady job. My mom works part time jobs and is attending college. I worked almost a full time job on top of an internship while going to college. We would

the internship takes place at my university, it’s at the IT help desk. the only real reason i’m asking is because I had an awful respiratory infection last month and had to call out 2-3 days. they were spread out plus I only work 2 days out of the week since it isn’t a job i can live off of (I work another) But final projects are coming up and i genuinely don’t have like time to do them, so taking today off would help me a lot. plus id be able to make it to my teams meeting about the project which would be so nice. They’ve been really kind about me calling out when I was sick I just feel horrible doing it so often 😭 here’s the email I drafted

“Hello,

Unfortunately i’ve had quite a few pr

I don’t even know where to start. i’m 19, if you look at my previous posts you can see me and my mom don’t have the healthiest relationship. i’ve been bruised, mentally attacked and drained. I love her to death, she’s my mom, and i’m so conflicted. I just wish she’d step up, but instead she tried to OD. The same way my dad died. I watched him die and I walked in on her trying to reunite with him in the same way. It hurts, it feels like she just doesn’t care. Me and my step dad pulled her out of it but i think it triggered some sort of ptsd in me cause now all i can think about is watching my dad drop to the floor dead. Luckily she didn’t take nearly enough medication to do what she intended.

How, legit how have they made it this far in life. I’m 19, and all of their problems, issues, everything gets shoved onto me. They owe me a couple grand, They vent to me about how they want to Kill themselves, My moms physically and mentally hurt me, my step dad is some what emotionally mature but not a great parent. My mom threatens to OD as if I didn’t watch my Bio dad suddenly just die out of fucking no where because of drugs, like yay mom thanks for acknowledging my ptsd and trauma and turning it into a fucking joke. She’s a narcissist, always the victim. Any conversation turns into “oh i’m sorry im such a bad mom you’d be better off without me” like please for the love of god wake up an

i’m 19 F. I go to college full time, I work two jobs and i still like with my mom and step dad. My dad died when I was 16, he overdosed on fet. I was in the room with him when it happened. I was the only one in the room when it happened. By the time i called for help and people rushed in my dad was gone. I was scared. But instead of being comforted and told it was gonna be okay I was asked why i wasn’t comforting my brother. That sums up my life. I feel like i’m only cared for when i can be useful. I hate it, It hurts so so much. I’ve been trying so hard to improve myself, i focus on the positives. I try to help whoever needs it, I don’t let myself cry infront of anyone nor do i confide in a

Im 19F. Dads dead. The owe me upfront 2.5K and they have for months. the other 18k is the one i’m unsure of but still pissed off at. Since my dad is dead i’m supposed to get 2k a month, but it goes to my mom sense she is my legal guardian. I lived alone for 9 months while I was 17. They got 18 grand off of my social security checks. And i was completely finically independent. they didn’t pay my bills rent food nothing. My friends are telling me my parents are in the wrong since the SS checks were addressed to me. my mom called them pretending to be me just so she would get it. But I just don’t know anymore im so frustrated and tired. I had to move back in because of the 2.5k they borrowed fr