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It only lasted a minute, but this is huge for me considering I've been in a flat line since day one.

When I was scrolling through youtube I saw a fetishie video thumbnail that gave me a boner. It was an accident, but I know it exercised the circuits that I'm trying to rewire. I clicked away but I feel like it was too late and I fucked up my recovery.

I felt the relapse coming all day and lost to Youtube click bait.

So a couple days ago I tried to M and just focus on the moment, without porn/fantasy. In the middle of my fap session my dick just went limp and I couldn't finish. I already restarted my streak, but does this count as a relapse? Also, I'm just scared. I worry about never being able to be with a woman. Ever girl I see is just a missed opportunity. I'm constantly thinking about this and how much of a failure I am. I have no passion for life and It feels like I've gone asexual. People Are suppose to enjoy kissing, but I felt nothing. I couldn't even get it up, with my now ex, girlfriend. This keeps me up at night. Does it get better?

So a couple days ago I tried to M and just focus on the moment, without porn/fantasy. In the middle of my fap session my dick just went limp and I couldn't finish. I already restarted my streak, but does this count as a relapse? Also, I'm just scared. I worry about never being able to be with a woman. Ever girl I see is just a missed opportunity. I'm constantly thinking about this and how much of a failure I am. I have no passion for life and It feels like I've gone asexual. People Are suppose to enjoy kissing, but I felt nothing. I couldn't even get it up, with my now ex, girlfriend. This keeps me up at night. Does it get better?

Just jerked it without porn or imagining a girl and it was not fun. I just sat there wondering "whats so great about this" the entire time. When I finished I was glad it was over and didn't even enjoy the climax. All this time I thought I loved jerking off but it was really all about the porn. I'm a virgin still, so I hope sex is better...

Since i've relapsed my dick has gone dead again. Why do I get blue balls even though I never have a boner. Also i never get morning wood (even during my three week streak). My balls hurt all the time and im worried.

Does it count if i look at a naked girl for like a minute? I closed out right away and didnt jizz.

I fap alot because im bored. Can you guys help me find new and interesting things to do instead?

I've been getting out of hand anxiety as of late. Is this normal? It feels like my body is screaming at me for no reason. Also, my dick has stopped working all together. Day ten ladies and gentle men. help me out.

I'm looking for a long term dividend stock with a good yield and came across this. what do you guys think? it's fairly cheap with a monthly dividend of .095. Also rent is going to be forever.

If death mark kills a enemy it transfers to a new target. Thoughts?

Give AD and support more exp. make it so that two player lanes get something like 3/4 exp instead of half. (Just pulling these numbers out of my ass but you get the point).

im thinking skis everytime he dashes

just wanna know so i can buy