Luera_

why do people feel uncomfortable with seeing fresh self harm or scars?

This is a genuine question. I've always known that ppl dislike it I just never knew why, not because I was always exposed to it or something, but I just never felt repulsed by it. So I'm curious, why do people feel disgusted when they see fresh wounds or bruises?

(If I should change the flair, pls lmk. I'm unsure about it)

I don't say this to be negative but, sometimes I just feel numb, sometimes I spend the whole day crying over something small and I feel the need to die over it, and sometimes I just stop caring about my friends but then when something happens because of that, suddenly I love them again. And this isn't really everything either. I don't know what's wrong with me but something is.

Oh yeah and my parents think people who want to die just aren't faithful enough so I don't exactly want them to know. So idk if I'll ever get any kind of therapy or counseling while I'm still a minor

Does anyone have any ideas on

1. What to do?

2. What it might be? (I won't self diagnose based on that though. It

I remember it differently, can't remember the start but I remember the end, sunset shimmer gains some sort of power and brainwashes everyone and twilight has to use some really loud music to stop it (pretty sure) and that's kind of it but I remember it being really good, so I wanna rewatch it but I can't seem to find it. Anyone know something?