The magic is just gone. As a mum we put everything together, we get the presents and make the food and decorate the house. I am recovering from a major surgery (heart) and everyone seems to think Christmas will just go on as normal. I am still expected to provide most of the cooking at the bigger family events and pull it all out of a hat with a smile like I do every year. I am exhausted. Not just from the recovery but from the mental toll it takes to fake being happy right now. It’s made me really resentful of the holiday and everyone in my family. I just wish i could disappear. I don’t even want a break or to be alone I just don’t want to be. If i could go on autopilot and skip past Christ
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Hi all! I’m trying to find a Star Wars Reylo (Rey/Ben Solo) fanfiction that I read a while ago but can’t remember the title or author. I’ve been searching everywhere with no luck, and I’m hoping someone here might recognize it.
Here are the details I remember: • Post-The Rise of Skywalker setting — Ben Solo comes back to life after sacrificing himself. I believe Leia helps him return to the world of the living, possibly using the Force. • Rey and Ben communicate through the Force, and she’s able to “visit” him. Most of these visits occur while he’s still “Kylo Ren” and are emotionally intense and intimate (some are steamy and there is at least one sex scene that occurs in the Force). The
Hi all! I’m trying to find a Star Wars Reylo (Rey/Ben Solo) fanfiction that I read a while ago but can’t remember the title or author. I’ve been searching everywhere with no luck, and I’m hoping someone here might recognize it.
Here are the details I remember: • Post-The Rise of Skywalker setting — Ben Solo comes back to life after sacrificing himself. I believe Leia helps him return to the world of the living, possibly using the Force. • Rey and Ben communicate through the Force, and she’s able to “visit” him. Most of these visits occur while he’s still “Kylo Ren” and are emotionally intense and intimate (some are steamy and there is at least one sex scene that occurs in the Force). There’
Hi all! I’m trying to find a Star Wars Reylo (Rey/Ben Solo) fanfiction that I read a while ago but can’t remember the title or author. I’ve been searching everywhere with no luck, and I’m hoping someone here might recognize it.
Here are the details I remember: • Post-The Rise of Skywalker setting — Ben Solo comes back to life after sacrificing himself. I believe Leia helps him return to the world of the living, possibly using the Force. • Rey and Ben communicate through the Force, and she’s able to “visit” him. Most of these visits occur while he’s still “Kylo Ren” and are emotionally intense and intimate (some are steamy and there is at least one sex scene that occurs in the Force). The

