NeverRelapseAgain

Sunt plecat din tara de mai bine de un an de zile, sunt fost student in anul 3 an terminal la informatica cu inca 4 examene de dat din pacate nu am reusit sa merg in tara sa anunt ca am de gand sa imi pun pe pauza urmatorul an si am fost exmatriculat, mi am pierdut toti ani de studiu in urma acestei decizi sau ma pot reinmatricula la anul? Un raspuns m ar ajuta foarte mult.

How i can manage my lustful toughts, it is very hard for me to control this type of toughts, i am 25 years old, i workout a lot, i stay a lot in the sun for most part of the day, i have a very strict diet, i dont eat processed food, sugar, trans fat, so basically my testosterone is at its maximum peak. I try to meditate everyday it helps but only for a short period of time. I dont want to go back to that lifestyle of lusting and having meaningles sex and cheap pleasure just to fill my void of emptines. The problem is that i dont block my old contacts that i used to hang out, i am an atractive guy and i make those women to fell great during our acts but for me in the last period of time it

I would like to hear your opinion guys about caffeine in sr lifestyle, for me personally it is much better without caffeine, much clearer mind, stabile energy during the day, more joy from simple things, clearer skin.

Since i start this journey my life is so much better in every aspect, clearer mind, more carisma, social anxiety is gone, more strength, i am a very attractive person but while i am on SR everyone is looking at me, many girls smile to me, it fells like i am a superstar, but i am still humble and i don't want to be superior to other people, my main problem is anger, i do a lot of phisical activities, running, lifting weights, boxing, maybe i should approach God and ask him guidance and help. One thing is certain i will not go back to my old self, that weak version of myself that was afraid even looking in people eyes, i will not let my children to watch porn or masturbating. What i should do

I don't want to live anymore, I destroyed my potential to be the person I wanted to be, this is my story, at the age of 11 I discovered the internet since that day everything in my life has changed, I started to I spend all my free time after school only on the internet, my parents did not see any problem in sitting between 4 walls in front of a monitor 10-12-16 hours a day, my parents were satisfied as long as I remain good in the chair and I don't ask for money, I don't cause them problems, everything is fine, I became addicted to 14 years of pornography, my power of concentration, my memory, my physical condition became more and more embarrassing, I was afraid to try anything for fear I'm

I came to the conclusion that the grass has nothing to look for in my life, after 1 month being awake now I realize that I have nothing to return to, it's just an illusion, a mask in the face of problems, something that gradually creeps into it corrupts your life and corrupts all the potential you can have, it takes you away from your family, it robs you of the joy of enjoying life, the grass I don't need you to distract me from God, I'm done with you, no more I need you, from now on I am free to live my life to its full potential, you have nothing to return to, believe me

Hi.

Can someone please help with my COP build for multiplayer, some suggestions on how I can make it better?

Negative Traits:

High Thirst, Slow Healer, Conspicious, Hard of hearing, prone to illness, smoker, unlucky, weak stomach, clumsy, short-sighted.

Positive Traits:

Speed Demon, Cats eyes, Dextrous, Sewer, Fast learner, Fit, Organized, Thick Skinned, Strong.

I would be very grateful if someone can help me.

Thank you!

I am alive, now if I look around me I can see everything more clear, I much happier, the memory it gets much better, guys don't get back to that fake pleasure, it's just an illusion, we are created to live our life without any drugs that change our perception, stay strong guys I still have many things to fix from my past but I will keep going day by day.

I start slowly but for sure to be a normal person, thank you guys for every post you made, THC has do so much harm to me but i was in denial now i can say i will never go back there after many relapses now i can say enough its enough, its 10x much better to be sober, i am always euphoric happy why not chose to be high naturally by doing sport, healty foods, meditation, SR, hustle mindset, hobbies, quit social media and most important be with God, i am so much happier and calm, farewell my old toxic friend weed i dont need you no more in my life to run from my problems.

Now my short memorie start to come back, I am at day 31 but I still fell like it not like it use to be it

Why I continue doing this to myself, why I sabotage my dreams, I fight with this fucking addiction for 3 years and I cant going for 90 days, my biggest streak was 67 days, today I just break my 42 days streak i don't know how I was using porn again as an excuse it happened so fast, i was not having control on myself while doing it after I relapse so much anger came out i scream at my laptop and burst in tears like a kid, i am a complete failure, everything i do at the end i come back at porn, i am 22 years and since i was having 14 i watch porn 3, 4 times, masturbate 4+ times per day, i was not having at in my life such an angry and hate for porn, its a virus in my mind i want to just delete

I am on day 27, i fell great for first time that i quit and i become more and more like i used to be before i start with smoking, i was starting this journey with one of my friend, he manage to go untill 24 day but he just saying that he will try in moderation because he is stressed out at work and he need something to not go crazy, for last three days he told me several times to give it a try, come on bro you will be fine if you do with moderation, nothing will happend with you If you smoke only this time, you know basic excuses to smoke, i refuse him every time and i just repeat in my mind that i am not anymore that person who smoke weed, watch porn, eating junk food, etc. I am not goana