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I (m20) was molested as a child by my teenage neighbor, ever since then it seems like my life has just been in black and white. My mental health is so bad I can’t really have a relationship, I’ve lost friendships and relationships with people I loved just because I hate myself and I can’t stand the thought of someone loving me.

Everytime I have a gf/bf/partner I always become extreme clingy, extremely avoidant, or just miserable because being shown love disgusts me because I believe I don’t deserve it.

I wish I could just be healthy and I wish I didn’t ruin all of my relationships :( Thankfully I’m now dead set on staying single so I can heal, every time I get into a relationship I just m

she’s really cool and i’m happy even if things don’t go anywhere

having a gorgeous girl just hit you up is such a confidence booster when you’re down in life

i love women

I (20m/nb) am tired of fighting. I had to leave school because I have a back disability and am working on getting started with online schooling now.

I was dating a beautiful girl who I really enjoyed but as soon as she found out I had to go home she went cold on me, I cut things off with her because I could tell she just wasn’t into me anymore.

I wanted to pursue my dream of being a successful content creator but I have Great Wall of China level writers block and no matter how many times I write a script i’m disgusted by it. Every time I try to record my voice it disgusts me, I’m often told by people I have a really nice voice but I don’t hear it. I have chronic nasal issues and I can he

Breakups are really hard because all you wanted to do was love somebody and they said no, and now you’re alone and that’s hard… but being single is okay.

If you’re feeling disappointed in yourself for personal failures then being alone makes things easier. You deserve to be proud of yourself, you don’t deserve to be disgusted with yourself and heartbroken. Take this time before your next relationship to become proud of yourself again, get in shape, give yourself model good looks, make a lot of money, grind a skill you’ve always wanted to have.

You’re alone now but this is your chance to become a new version of yourself. The same you but better, and most importantly, happier. I love you fe

In August I started my first semester of college, met this girl I really liked, she liked me back. I then realized I had to dropout because I have too many bed ridden days to be an in-person college student and she wasn’t open to the idea of long distance. She was open to being friends but I cut it off for my sake.

Really feeling defeated and just want to make new friends and find new joy in my life. Any good hobbies besides scrolling Reddit for the days where I can’t get out of bed? Ideally that involve community?

Growing up I (M) was physically and mentally bullied by the neighbors, I was in kindergarten and they were all middle schoolers so I was a very easy target. I never told anyone because I wanted to fight them myself and take care of myself and telling my family just felt wrong. One day, one of the kids molested me and told me if I told anyone he would murder me. All of this made me a very reserved child, mentally I relied on myself for everything.

My dad was never really in the picture, he lived with me and my grandparents but he was always at work when I was home, and on the weekends he would go hang out with his friends.

Fast forward to November 22nd 2020, exactly two weeks before I wou