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So my boyfriend of almost 7 years has been texting a 20 year old female for a while now. She is a co-worker, whom at times he talks about to me. But its to the point I find it very uncomfortable. It started out as an innocent mention here or there, she's ethnic and we have a male friend who is the same ethnicity, we'll call him John. John is the same age as myself and my boyfriend told him about this girl and suggested they could go on a date, then later tells John she said he's too old. Which I thought was pretty fucked up considering my boyfriend was the one to mention her in the first place. I digress, back to the part where my boyfriend has been texting her, so I was told her father is a

I had a visitation dream Saturday night. It starts with my deceased Great Grandpa and my living 97 year old Great Grandma together in a house with all of my relatives, mediate and distant. I never met my grandpa because he died before I was born but he was greeting all of my Aunts, Uncles and cousins and siblings. In my dream both of my grandparents were younger like late 60s or 70s but I still reconized them. What was weird is I didn’t talk or look at any of my relatives in the face, and I kept following my grandpa all around the house. My grandma comes to me and puts her hands firmly on my shoulders looks at me in the eyes and smiles sweetly, patted my shoulders and kissed me on the forehe

I am one of many victims, due to the court procedures I wasn’t really made aware of the number of victims or their names. I know it’s more than I can count on my fingers. After a year of getting therapy for PTSD and testifying in court this appeal came within a month of sentencing. I haven’t even legally been made aware by the court system yet that the appeal was filled. I’m just so exhausted mentally and want so bad to get back to feeling like a normal human being. I just don’t know where to begin again after finding this out. Any advice would be worth something to me at this point. I’ve struggled for so long opening up about this to family and friends being able to ask for help on here is