PublicDisappointment

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Today, I lent him one page from my red notebook.

I tore it out and handed it to him, carefully

And as he started writing with his left hand

His right hand’s fingers entangled with mine

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His pen traces over my page,

working quickly, carelessly.

Then he folded the paper up

And handed it to me.

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As I unfolded the crane, I looked up at him

Full of joy and gratitude

And a black hole looked back at me.

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I let go of his hand, and he embraced me

As he clung onto me, I stared at the paper below me

Like his eyes, it was blank.

I traced my finger over the page,

Only to be greeted with a void of words,

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I come home from school all happy and normal and when I looked around to find my tablet (I bought this with my own money, i saved up for over a year and was expensive) thrown out for the reason that I left it on the desk. I have really bad panic attacks, and instead of doing anything she just recorded my behaviour, called my insane and said I need to be set off to a mental hospital. I don't know what she intends to do with the recording of me. I told her to stop and she just laughed at me and when I asked what she's gonna do with it she didn't say anything, just smiled at me. What do I do, do I just take the amount that the tablet was worth off her??

I have a memory from when I was very young of playing a browser game. It was on the Gry.pl website if I can remember. However, I think it was on other websites too, because I believe it was in English (I am bilingual). It had quite a pixelated artstyle, mainly consisted of cyan, pink, red and other vivid colours, and I think it had pigs in it. I can remember something about it having a shooting element in it, but I'm not exactly sure about that. It was a 2d platformer style game. I loved it and I would like to play it again, so I'm quite desperate to find it. Thanks for any help! Sorry if this is confusing, my memories of it are kinda mixed up and fuzzy.