Pure_Mousse_7084

I just need to get by until payday, I get paid on the 6th of July

I lost my mother January 4th, I was 18, we just moved into our first home. Finally after years and years of struggling, homelessness. I found her, woke her up for work, joked and said "I know you're up stop playing".

I started panicking and flipped her over. She was dead. I gave her cpr, felt the cold ness of her lips.went to the hospital, saw her dead body for the last time. I told her I hope she's happy wherever she is. I love her.

Felt the warmth in her chest for the last time. Life has been downhill since then. 24 now , life a mess, missing my mother. Going crazy. Alcoholic. Broke. Irritated. Lonely, and mean. The world could've waited a little bit longer.

Life has been hell but not

I have a 120 Nike e gift card, I'll sell for 95$, payment method would be PayPal.

All I can say is first bite??? I needed time to register what the hell I had put into my mouth, the cheese pull, the honey and chipotle seeds stucks to my thumb and index? I stopped myself from licking my fingers and just took another bite it was just like???? Whoever created this combo is insane??? A flavor madness! I'm not a fan of fried cheese to be frank, I avoided the dippers for a while. I've been sucked in.

Payday is next week, I had some inconvenient expenses come up this week and it really messed up my money that I already had saved up to pay my landlord rent for this week and the upcoming, I have to pay every week, it's a room rental. I can provide my W-2/paystubs and I.D.

Payday is next week, I had some inconvenient expenses come up this week and it really messed up my money that I already had saved up to pay my landlord rent for this week and the upcoming, I have to pay every week, it's a room rental. I can provide my W-2/paystubs. I get paid on the 20th.

I am not Christian outside of hoodoo practices. This is a hypothetical, my brain just got curious and I like questioning the Bible even on nonsense.

So after recently learning more about certain African and non white practices usage of demonic/negative entities, how similar it can be to spirit guide/ancestral usage' for personal growth. It made me wonder if there's rare occasions of a demon or similar like spirits themselves being an ancestor/guide instead of the usual religious assumption of it's a demon replicating them or controlling them to trick us.

So I thought for a second and opened that Bible again. Correct me If I'm wrong.

I understand that Christianity doesn't believe tha

The shit talkin and gossipin between the two, Scorpio bein a big ass baby, Leo only sorry cause he got caught up, water only mad about being publicly embarrassed, fire only mad cause people on his neck now, and he know he been fake.

Watching the dynamic is hilarious. Ik 9/10 she may be ignoring him rn but she's going to talk to him and highly likely stick with him still.

No more late night views? cops are blocking the entrance every night at this point. Is it really because of the shootin? Seriously?

If so Im sorry but theres a shootin damn near every millisecond in philly. You just don't know where, when, and if you may get caught in the cross fire. Are they gonna lock and put a curfew over the whole city? No, so what's goin on here?

So my friend expressed to me that she found 3 unfed beds bugs, a baby one and she trapped them in a jar. I got her some sprays and powders and we searched high and low in her room for more and found none. Mattress and box spring both sprayed down and a little of diatomaceous on both. It's been a week, she hasn't seen anymore. But she went ahead drenched her entire carpet in ajax bleach powder, around the bed and underneath especially. Is this an okay thing to do? I avoided giving her certain advice with some treatments, I don't want to push them out of her space just for them to embed deeper in her home else where.

Im a Leo sun, Pisces rising, Gemini moon. The problem is a Capricorn sun, rising and cancer moon. It's like I can't win with this sign. A Selfish sign that lacks the ability to be considerate. You can make a whole month about a Capricorn and they'll be ungrateful and still let you know you're asking for too much.

They only seem to have issues with you when you have issues with them. You can't bring up problems or anything wrong that they do without it somehow back firing back on to you.

Capricorns will literally hand me the rights to lead our relationship, watch me build us up to a great place, they'll chill for a while and then suddenly they found a problem and want to lead. I'll let

I've been up all night with this very embedded in my mind. It's hard to find an answer that isn't astrol projection. Maybe that is what she was doing? If it was her? My grandmother is 90, still kickin and living her life.

When I was around 18, (23 now), My mother shared with me randomly that as a kid, I hated sleeping in my room because I always saw "ghosts" I was definitely a child with imaginary friends that weren't imaginary there wasn't fear with them.

She saw my father's mother lurking around my room and the upstairs space. It wasnt physically her. when I saw her, that was the first fear I felt over something like that.

My dad pushed it off (dumb. Only cares about women, cars and

Fair warning. This is about my life. I don't have a space to really speak on these things. So apologies if long over sharing topics aren't allowed. I get a little freaked out honestly with things involving living events before the deceased.

There will be detail about my life personally, Why I feel like my grandmother hides who she really is?

When I was around 18, (23 now), My mother shared with me randomly that as a kid, I hated sleeping in my room because I always saw "ghosts" I was definitely a child with imaginary friends that weren't imaginary there wasn't fear with them.

She saw my father's mother lurking around my room and the upstairs space. It wasnt physically her. when I sa

Confident that grief has caused me to lower my standards in dating. In life. Overall everything. It's very hard to have faith for the better now and days.

I've been dissociating, alot.

I never had an issue with eating, sometimes I would stress eat in my childhood and teens, but that was it. Grief happened, my mother passed, trauma associated, i didn't eat for 2 weeks at first. No water, no food, I laid in bed and never got up. I managed to get something down after that but I was nauseous everytime. I'm gonna assume this is from anxiety increase associated with grief (per therapist)

But the lack of appetite is something that stayed. Everytime I'm stressed out and anxious I just don't wa