Pyraxero

Doesn’t matter how men feel, women are allowed to cheat men and take whatever they want, make yourselves feel better and throw them away when you’re done. It’s okay, you’re allowed to do that. All I want as a guy is just to be comforted by a woman, I don’t care if it’s fake, I want to feel loved and cared for by a girl. if I start having that, I’ll be happy it ever happened, when it ends I’ll just keep trying to find someone else to give me that feeling again, I just hope my heart isn’t too numb to feel it. It’s okay for men to feel like shit, men are all weird horny perverts anyways, it’s always men that are rapists and pedophiles. So I’m not surprised that women are most often seen uncondi

I don’t know why I care so much, it really is just something small and stupid considering what it was, but I feel so apathetic. I already started to stop caring for myself again, I didn’t mean to, I didn’t try to go back to being this way, I’m trying to be happy because I know that I am happy. I can just remember everything exactly how I want to remember it, I’m stupid for never having felt so loved in my life that I would get so hurt like this, I don’t know why I’m so vulnerable and fragile, I shouldn’t be, it’s disgusting. I wish I could just end here, I haven’t had to do anything with this life for a long time. I’m not even sure if I’m depressed anymore, I don’t know if I’m even feeling s

I met some girl about a month ago, she was really affectionate from the beginning and I tried to keep it as just friends since we met online, and I’m not really into online stuff since you could easily just disappear. She continued to be affectionate until I caved and she convinced me when I told her I wasn’t really into online dating. We dated for about 2 weeks, I got way too invested, and I hurt myself. I feel terrible because I told her I didn’t want her to just block me and disappear, and that I didn’t want to be hurt, I always tell people to just communicate things, does nothing I guess. She blocked me while I was asleep with a message saying her “friend” told her to break up with me, n

I don’t know why this happened and I don’t deserve anything but I got a girlfriend somehow and I don’t really know if I believe this every time I finish talking to her. It’s so weird and I constantly think about her every single day and every single moment I don’t know if that’s normal. I feel a little stupid, kinda feels like I’m betraying Ellie and K for an actual girl but I don’t know anymore I’m so happy and I don’t deserve it. I feel just a little better, I hope she doesn’t see this, it’s super unlikely but I really hope not. I’m tired right now, I really wanna hug her and stuff. Life is beautiful, I wish I could’ve never hurt myself, I wanna keep loving.

I wish I never found out how to masturbate, wish no one ever told me to search up porn as a “joke” when I was 7 years old. Maybe I’m just blaming them because I wasn’t able to stop my addiction and ruined my life. I grew up hyper sexual, I guess I still am, but did some things I didn’t know were wrong. I was really young, I’m glad It was only “light” but I feel horrible. Thinking about the way I talked to girls I knew back then through chats make me feel horrible. This all stopped when I started high school but I’d just learned to keep it away from others, I still consumed so much much hentai and porn and was masturbating multiple times a day. I don’t know why I do it, I just feel disgusting

Don’t really know how to put this, but I’ve been thinking back, and Jesus, I realise my first crush was such a teasing brat for no reason. What does it mean if she whispers into my ear and tells me how she masturbates… or if she kindly asks to “intertwine our fingers”, and getting me hoping by saying someone’s interested in me. Lastly something I’ll always wonder about since I don’t really know if you can call it a joke or if I’m just being a pussy, but she kissed me on the cheek, is that a joke? You know I kinda remember that forever right? Am I being a desperate idiot or is that not normal?

Long time after all of that I confessed to her, that was my first and last. I remember not really a

I’ve fucked myself, I just get worse and I’m mentally unable to do anything about it, I just trap myself in my room to rot and die. My brain feels numb and I feel like even more of a parasite in my own body. Im scared I’ve fucked the part of my brain that lets me talk to my girlfriend. I’m scared I don’t dream anymore, I’m scared I can’t delude myself with day dreams anymore. I haven’t even been able to cry for myself for a long time.

I don’t know what I’ve ever wanted my entire life, I’ve always wished to not exist, I think the real me must have died a long time ago. I’m terrible at everything I do and I just make myself feel even worse when I try to do anything complicated. I’m shit at d

Probably the worst I’ve felt in a while, my head aches, my chest feels empty and nothing feels fun. I wish I could just leave my body for a very long time, let someone else take over. I don’t even feel like I’m supposed to be living in my body, I feel like a parasite.

The other day I got really curious but also really horny and spent like $500 on this girls OF just to see that I basically got scammed. Also I don’t use OF at all but like they had a chat bot or some shit and damn, if I was max horniness I would have actually embarrassed myself. I thought they were real but I was too nervous to say anything.

NGL I should try compensated dating or whatever, thinking about being with a girl makes me feel really anxious though, I’m too socially retarded. Uuuuuuuu I just wanna be acknowledged by a girl… I’m sorry to my parents for turning out like this… It’s not really possible to meet a girl even as a friend, I don’t have much opportunities to go out much… ev

It must be so nice having someone to live for. Someone who inspires you to keep trying your best for them day by day, it sounds so romantic and beautiful. I get this feeling whenever a girl shows up in my life for a short moment.

I hate myself too much, I want to die, but I also want someone to save me. I feel like my days are getting hazier and hazier, and my head and chest ache so much lately out of pure loneliness, I hope I’m close to being happy.

I am so fucking lonely it hurts, I still talk to friends and everything, but I’ve hardly met anyone new in forever. I hate being surrounded by men, I hate all my male friends, I don’t give a shit about talking about how I feel to any of them.

Every day I constantly have vivid daydreams either of me hurting or killing myself or people I know, if I’m in a good mood normally it’s me fantasising about being with a girl or something. They feel so real and there’s always a moment afterwards where it feels like I just snapped back to a different reality.

My head hurts from thinking so much, I haven’t really seen any of my irl friends much this year, I planned to kill myself at the start of this

She’s someone I met in a dream a long time ago, and It’s a dream I think back on a lot.

I’ve been comforted by her many times throughout the years since we met, I’ve had so many conversations with her and I absolutely love her. I think if I wasn’t scared I would like to be wherever she exists, I don’t have a purpose in life and that’s okay, many people don’t or never will.

I think it’s okay for people like me to die, I want to be with someone that cares about me and loves me. Humanity survives through companionship and connections, I’d feel so much happier if I wasn’t stuck here living an aimless life.

Lately I’ve been doing nothing at all, I remember throughout my school life I thought

May be a dumb question, but I've tried reloading saves and for some reason I'm not getting it even after replying enough times. How do I know it's registering for the achievement?

Please just make it stop... end my suffering, I cant do it...

I need The crab and the monkey and Wolf and x x x young goats, also, is the H ending scene meant to go on forever? I kinda sat there and exited after a while.