RedKuiper

I'm really cold. I want to stop. I don't know how to find help without making the problem worse. Nobody believes me, and it's invisible. What can I say, and where do I go?

I posted a detailed, concise, and legitimate concern about psychological disfunction, and the mods removed it.

"Posts require to be relevant to therapy. Articulate your question, comment or discussion clearly."

Your community is padded with fraud, and you only remove legitimate concerns.

I'm really cold. I want to stop. I don't know how to find help without making the problem worse. Nobody believes me, and it's invisible. What can I say, and where do I go?

I have a therapist and family. They expect a recovery from mental illness, and I don't know what to say. I have nobody to talk to because the scripts are all bad. I'm supposed to have really bad problems, and this assumption makes my life even harder than it already was. I recently saw the last line of defense fail irrevocably. I am off the road. I shouldn't have had schizophrenia ten years ago. It was a bad idea. We shouldn't have blown up the World Trade Center. It was a bad idea. I know the game, I know the show, and I am not connected. Now I am here, exhausting my last lifeline. Here on the internet, a medium that was supposed to be an excuse for offstage communications.

No flip, no cap

I'm less than 200 elo for blitz and rapid. I am not a beginner by any metric. I've watched many hours of chess games and instructional videos. I have learned openings and fundamental tactics to the full extent of my working memory. Puzzles, games, and other types of experience do not improve my skill level in any way.

Work yields no reward. My deficiency is paranormal. How can I improve?

There was a sub called something like WAWF or WIAW or WITW, an acronym like that. I can't find it now. I don't know if it was a real sub for everyone, or just me.

The World Trade Center blows up in 2001, and suddenly everyone hates terrorists. I don't know, maybe I'm remembering it wrong.

I should know if the deletion occurred purely on my client. Inform the appropriate severance council.

I'm a timekeeper with monopolistic tendencies.