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my porn addiction cleanse is going well. a mighty 10 days and counting. it looks like a void of somepast that i'm never going to interact with again. or a pit. things should be looking up. got exam results. did incredibly well. in the upper slim section of the bell curve. friends and family everywhere. but depression's poked his merry little head in too, as to say, yes, it's me, you didn't forget me did you?
i spent my sister's 10th birthday party in an unfrequented area of a playpark. the room was dark and empty and yet there were lights and screaming children right outside. what happens to a house when it is left alone? i've developed a fetish of strangling myself with a noose made of a
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this helps. i'm writing a page a day of a notebook to a friend and at every day i add a mark if i havent given in. ill eventually send this to them so if i give in and all of the marks are lost i know they will be disappointed in me. there are 5 marks now. it helps a lot too.
ive been doing much more reading. whenever theres an urge i start reading and then the urge leaves. the p*rn world goes away and the grander and more interesting one full of everything opens. i read normal people which contains a great few sex scenes. but it wasn't portrayed so that the reader could release dopamine, it was attached to a greater narrative and emotional structure.
the isolation and loneliness is cru
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I have a feeling the answer is yes, judging by how varied this whole thing tends to be, but seeing confirmation in front of me on a screen will be a great help. So thanks!
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Greetings. I'm a male sub, curious if some types of clothes pegs are better than others. I'm curious if there's much risk of splinters using wooden ones. When I'm finished I'd like not to have to pick out bits of wood with a tweezers for 20 minutes, if you get me. From a test doing the laundry, I found that wooden ones are pretty mild compared to these hard plastic ones containing just a spring and concentrates the pressure onto a smaller area.
Thanks!
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Did that make sense at all? I don't know everything about anatomy. I've been doing exercise/working out every time I get urges. It either makes them die down, gets rid of boners or just clears my head. Some of what I've been doing include: sit-ups, tree and crane yoga poses, squats and burpees.
Does anybody know any which are more effective or that they found useful in the moment? Thanks:)
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Salut!
I'm 18, male, from Ireland. I speak a little Irish but I'm not confident. I've been learning French non-committedly in school a couple of years but I've started really focusing in on the language. I listen to a lot of music (currently Mount Eerie and Brian Eno), as well as penpalling. Reading. Procrastinating. Acting sometimes. Walking. Exploration. Trees. Wind. Coffee.
If you have any of these interests or none of them, I'd be delighted if you got back to me. I'm seeking French, but I'm not that picky.
Chow!
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bearing quick and sharpened by comprehensions
I slouched back for the aural,
confidence exuding like the forth horseman
then came the buzz, clash of thunder
and I thought, this must be the nourishment the lords have brought
though alas water came not stopping
until the Nile bursting: crocodiles chewing baby legs.
and all calamities rushing fast;
the daunting pound of French vocals;
the demon trumpets converting angel airs
to pierced rapping.
and somewhere beneath this mess of sounds
I sat wearied quickly and opened my ear,
as if to decipher machine gun fire.
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I'm going to learn off special horror-esque phrases, i.e. describing a dark night, scary individuals, subsequent brutal consequences to unforeseen circumstances and just insert it into whatever context the essay/diary is. If the theme's racism, it's an encounter with white supremacists. If it's about social life and the effects of the virus, it's a tale about going out late when I was desperate to leave the house. Even if it's a journal entime concerning how I love Summer holidays and my new cat, I will squeeze in this near-death experience I allegedly had un instant avant.
The primary reasoning behind this isn't that I'm unreasonably cruel to the examiners, but really because I have to st
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