Significant_Two_1056

i have been having a terrible time regulating my emotions, i have been crying almost everyday over little things that are not even a problem but my head transforms them into one. it got to a point that yesterday i was in a vc on dc with my boyfriend and his friends, we were 6 people, and we were playing a game. In this game someone had to create a lobby and the other ppl would join with a passcode, so my bf created one and everyone started joining and he counted 2 of the people that joined to see of they werent being left out, and even noticed to see if anyone was missing. I still wasnt there and they started the game without me. I got really triggered by this, at the moment i just thought t