SolaceGone

My whole life, people have never held any value to me. I feel disposable. Not invited to things, people find me unattractive, no one reaches out to me. I hate being gay. I hate being black. Hate being ugly, fat, annoying, a loser. People don't miss my absence. I sexually exploit myself to feel wanted and ruined the only relationship I ever had because of it. People ghost and throw me away so easily time and time again regardless of how long I've known them. I've never had a real group of friends I was a part of; Just a worthless addition that no one really wanted around. People ghost and throw me away so easily time and time again regardless of how long I've known them. Like I'm trash. I thi

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Browsing through threads on this sub, I noticed a lot of annoyance towards trans people, trans questions, etc. I'm not saying that the sub is inherently transphobic, but I see a lot of hostility in multiple gay spheres. Why repeat history and perpetuate denial of a fellow threatened identity? Who the hell are you to declare someone's gender identity, just as who the hell is is anyone to question your sexuality? You weren't a confused kid, you just weren't straight. So what difference does it make when someone else is still coming to terms with their identity? As a cisgender gay man, I do not face the same challenges or experiences as a bi man, lesbian, or bi woman, but we're s