StinctExplosion

i’m writing, or at least planning to write, a novel involving a few high school kids in the early 2000’s. the boy i’m trying to rename is the one meant to fit the “nerd” trope; asocial, wears glasses, likes reading, etc.

his full name at the moment is beauden earnest affelberg. i like the surname, but the first and middle name feel very off to me... beauden feels like a quirky, frat boy kinda name, and earnest was just a fancy filler name i threw in. i was thinking of renaming him to beau, but it feels incomplete and doesn’t give off the same vibe beauden does.

so, i need your help choosing two new names for this boy. the first name shouldn’t sound too harsh and must start with the letter

ok so for a bit of context, i’m in this one server and we need one of these bots for roleplaying. however, we’re leaving tupperbox as a last resort because it’s very cluttered for some of us and we plan to register a bunch of characters. we don’t want to use pluralkit either as it was designed for systems and it can get a little confusing, not to reiterate the fact it’s not really made for our purpose.

is there any other bot out there that does the same thing ?? or do we have to stick to tupperbox 100% ??

thanks in advance (:

I’ve been going through depression for roughly two years.

it didn’t just hit me all of a sudden.. well kind of christmas 2017, I was happy because of my presents and all and then suddenly it was as if I felt nothing really I was just tired and apathetic for no apparent reason.

now that was just the start. I thought that was the worst it could be.

WRONG.

now I’m constantly in a state of guilt, insecurity, sadness, anger, fear, and god knows what else. 2018 was pretty shitty because of my mood and all, but 2019 was horrible.

I tried to end my life like thrice that year. I thought it was the way out, but realized all I did was chicken out. I wasn’t even brave to willingly die.

so now I’m

I sang jingle bell rock while dancing on a towel and I fell down twice while doing so

what about y’all who read this for any reason??

so,, if it wasn’t visible enough, I’m transgender. the only people who know as of right now are my two closest friends and they’ve known for a while.

I’ve told the first friend to know (let’s call them.. mandarine??) about myself and all, and they’re very supportive and understanding, most likely because they’re non-binary. on monday, I told mandarine that I was planning to come out on friday (aka tomorrow), taking advantage on the fact that it’s the coming out day and,, yeah

I’m planning to place a flag they sewed (with help) for me on my bed with a card on it, hoping my mom sees it. and if she doesn’t, I’ll just give it to her in the afternoon after school. I hope the first option works

ooh I’m part of the transgender community guess I have to be banned since not all teenagers are transgender

okay so- hi this is going to be short

I‘m a young closeted transgender demiguy, but I feel insecure. maybe I’m NOT transgender?? you see, I prefer and appreciate being addressed as a man and treated as one. the problem here is that I also enjoy feminine stuff, like dresses. I feel like I’m a guy in a dress and that’s it. I also like my hair not so long but not THAT short either.

I don’t know if it’s right, if I’ll be judged as a transtrender, or if I’m even transgender in any way. tHIS IS SO CONFUSIGNHABDKSH

I once mentioned a test in which I thought I had done badly. it actually went better than I had initially thought

but there’s a huge disadvantage.

around 11/30. I failed the test. I felt so miserable, and I might be exaggerating but my mother would kill me with a seven (which would be a C, afaik).

so yeah, I fucked up my Civics grade :) and there’s a 99% chance my mom won’t see shit, but I’m still carrying the guilt of failing-