Please keep in mind I'm writing this not in my right mind as I am sobbing on my keyboard.
I have been strongly CF my entire life. I just recently turned 31 and have been with my amazing partner for almost 2 years now. I started working as a pediatric dental hygienist about a year ago as well, and over the past few months I have started to become a fence-sitter.
As you can imagine I am now completely confused, distraught, and quite frankly I'm eating xanax like candy to prevent my panic attacks. My partner is also a fence-sitter as he has raised his younger siblings since he was 9. He isn't completely against the idea either.
In any case, I am sitting here sobbing because I'm so torn. On
