TriggeredAtEverythin

So I (29M) just don’t want to be here anymore because of how badly I’ve screwed my own life up. I’ve had a anxiety disorder for 20 years and major depressive disorder for 15 years, I’ve got no drivers license, Live with my parents who are moving out soon, No money saved up, no job but am studying currently.

I just don’t want to keep going and having to fight each day anymore because my life is so screwed up that I didn’t think I’d make it to 29 so now I’m stuck with all this, I don’t think I could get a job right now and stick to it because my anxiety has been at its worst for the past 8 months so I don’t know how things could get better. I have friends and they are great but I just don’t s

So I have been seeing this woman for a while and things have been going well, The chemistry is off the walls and we are into a lot of the same things which I really like but my issue is that I am starting to feel distant or for lack of a better word, Bored. I dont know why though because I do like her a lot but I have also ran into this problem previously with other women over the past couple of years where things go well and we have a wonderful time together then something flips a switch in me and I just get distant or overwhelmed with having to keep up a schedule to talk/do things together then I lose interest or just do not feel the same anymore.

I have been single for the past 4 years a

So lately I’ve been trying to find more games with satisfying melee combat as I’ve just come back to Dragons Dogma(about to start bitter black isle) and was wondering what I could start up next(not Dragons Dogma 2 though) would also prefer 3rd person games but I’m up for anything

Games I’ve played that had satisfying combat to me

Ghost of Tsushima Sifu All from software games Monster Hunter world(was hard for me to get into) Black myth wukong Spiderman 1&2 Arkham series Final fantasy 15(7’s remake doesn’t run well for me)

Looking for some anime where the fights are just them throwing hands a lot in fights, Doesn’t matter if they do or don’t have powers but here are some that I’ve watched

JJK Naruto Tokyo revengers Wind Breakers DBZ HunterxHunter

So I’ve been playing a lot of ranked lately and got to plat 3 but the issue I’ve been having is I’ll win a game or two(I solo queue) then for the next 5 matches or more is just a constant lose streak which pushes me into a derank but it seems to always happen, Win a match or two then 5 match loss and it’s absolutely stumping me as to why because I don’t consider myself a terrible player or a great player but I always try my best but it’s hard when teammates can drag you down.

Is anyone else experiencing?

So I’ve been trying to find some good anime to watch and these are some of the ones I have enjoyed/loved watching.

HxH Naruto Chainsaw man Bungo stray dogs Psycho pass Attack on titan Death note JJK Tokyo revengers Ninja kamui Solo leveling

I do prefer more mature anime I suppose and gritty stuff but I’m really down to give anything a good go!

So a bit of backstory first, I have been single for about 3.5 years and have gotten very used to being single/being on my own. Not having to rely on anyone or have them rely on me in the way of dating or relationships, everything in the past 3.5 years I have enjoyed the chase more than the actual person.

For the past month I(27M) have been seeing this woman(30F) and we have gotten along so well, I enjoy talking to her as well as going on dates together it’s really nice having someone who is supportive and reassuring when it comes to certain things with me. At times when I’ve stayed at hers or she has stayed at mine for the weekend I end up feeling sort of suffocated or wanting my own time w

So I(27M) have been seeing this woman(30F) and she is such a delight, Wonderful to be around and we have a great time together whenever we get a chance to see eachother. I’ve been single for the past 3.5 years so maybe this plays into it but we spend weekends together and sometimes I end up feeling suffocated which sucks, I don’t fully understand why I feel this way when I enjoy being around her it’s just at times I get the feeling of “I want me time” in the past when I had a partner I would be very head over heels for them where I’d want to spend all my time with them but it’s not like that anymore.

Am I just overthinking too much or have I grown up more? Any advice would be appreciated a

I watched part of this anime that I’m trying to find again.

Basically there were these teams/people against eachother who had guns in like an abandoned town/area at night where they had to eliminate eachother, there were people who watched them in these rooms on a tv who basically spectated the battle.

That’s all I remember from it and I’m trying to find it again but have no luck so far, any help would be appreciated!

I am loving reforger as it’s been such a blast so far but what good scenarios can I play? Any scenario that’s a mod for Everon just puts me in the water and I can’t do anything, can’t move ect I’m literally just stuck there which sucks.

What do you guys recommend? I’ve done overthrow which has been fun but it’s been a bit boring lately as there has been no pop up to capture a base.

So I’m a bit conflicted with what to chose, I started as fighter then went into warrior as soon as I could, I enjoy warrior mostly because of the souls series but feel it’s too slow for me. Swapped to mystic spearhand for now which has been good so far.

But now I kinda wanna swap to thief because from the videos I’ve seen it just looks sick.

So what’s everyone’s current vocation and why you love it?

Currently looking for places to build a big base/town, don’t really want to live in the desert but just thoughts on where you guys think good spots are.

I don’t want to take over a town and build it up I would like to make my own!

So I(26m) am on a couple dating apps and trying to find people I could be interested in out and about isn’t really a thing for me anymore because I don’t have many friends to go out with ect, Anyway it’s starting to affect my mental health quite a bit with these apps.

I have friends tell me I have a great personality and im good looking but then I get on these apps and I rarely get matches at all which does affect my confidence. The people I find attractive aren’t into me and the people I don’t find attractive are into me so it’s just a weird thing to be in, when I was in a relationship women seemed to be into me but since I’ve been single it’s pretty much dry even with having confidence, I

Looking for some sad rap to listen to if anyone can drop some below