So I’ve been out for like almost 15 years.
Had almost no contact with my JW family in the meantime. I just packed up and moved away in 2009.
My mom just texted me and I don’t know what I want to do. She was like “I’m puzzled. Try to remember the good times.” But for me there were no good times after like 30 years ago.
Like, I’m an atheist apostate basically. But I don’t really want to tell her that. Because that would not benefit me and it would break her heart.
I don’t really care about my JW family any more than I care about any humans. I just wouldn’t want to hurt anyone for no reason. And she’s like 80 years old at this point and near the end of her life. I feel bad for my p