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He had a Jewish bartender and an Irish psychiatrist

I work as a cashier in a small store in a quiet Jerusalem neighborhood. It's generally not too stressful and the hours are reasonable. I work part time for health reasons

Here is a list of things customers do that piss me off

1. On cell phone at checkout (so rude and very distracting)

2. Customers mumbling or grunting or using vague facial expressions instead of talking like a human being

3. Using the till as a table to dump shopping

4. Leaving the till abruptly without explanation

5. Customers expecting me to know all the prices from memory

6. Not having card or cash ready before transaction

7. Sending small children to do shopping, especially ones too young to understand how a st

On Thursday, I'm going to a research hospital to undergo oxygen tank therapy. It is supposed to reset one's entire nervous system. Maybe I'll be able to eventually come off my meds? Maybe I'll be able to hold a job long term? Maybe I'll lose weight and keep it off?

I have no idea what this treatment will provide, but I'm willing to try anything and I've got nothing to lose

It's also really cheap!

I'll update you on Friday

Here's to hoping

Peace

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For context, I'm from England and have been living in Israel since 2009. Got married in 2015. I have 2 sons ages 2 and 4. We are Orthodox Jews. I had a very complicated childhood. Mum is a psychotic narcissist and my father is a coward who never protected me from her abuse that was often sexual in nature. I was sent to boarding school when I was 9. Was falsely diagnosed with autism so that my mother could emotional manipulate me

I want to die because I want relief from my constant existential dread. Being a father is so hard. Being unable to hold a job is so depressing. Often have panic attacks. I'm always tired or angry. Constantly anxious about money. Parents don't understand me and will