A bit of a dramatic title, but I guess that's just how I'm feeling. I'll admit that I was very depressed in high school, and I thought that once I graduated, everything in my life would be made right. I graduated from high school less than a year ago, and I started college last fall. The friends that I had in high school usually left me out of things, but I was at least grateful to talk to people every day. I never hung out with friends over the weekends or after school or during breaks because I always felt like no one ever really wanted me there. I left high school on good terms with all of my friends, and we follow each other on social media. The problem with that is that every time I see
So, I have (had) these two friends. They were really the only people that ever understood me. During the past month or month and a half, they stopped talking to me as much. Stopped including me in things. I'd been sick a little recently, and had missed some school, so I thought that was it at first. But it just got worse. One of them stopped talking to me entirely unless I talked to her first. If I did anything, it seemed to annoy her. Speaking to me seemed like it was a chore to her. I tried to talk about different things, but nothing worked. The other girl has been my best friend for three years, but suddenly she'd rather only talk to my other friend. With no one to talk to, I moved away f