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I’m a 24 year old male. I’ve been Smoking since 16. Going to the doctor on Monday. I’m seven days clean and I’m feeling a little scared today.

I’m 18 days clean after seven years trying to quit.

This last summer I dropped out of school, moved back to my hometown and broke up with my girlfriend of three years all at the same time. My depression was suddenly back with a vengeance. I was using weed more frequently than ever and was even smoking cigarettes again at a pack a day.

I hit the bottom for a couple months. Got laid off, ran out of money, and found myself alone and suicidal again.

Then exactly 18 days ago I just stopped everything. Started sweating profusely in my sleep and having insane dreams. I’m biking to the gym every single day. Found a new job and and now I’m getting calls for even better jobs. I’ve reconnected wi

She invited me for coffee when I was back in town last week. I convinced myself that just a coffee couldn’t hurt. Plus, deep down I was actually kind of excited.

As soon as I stepped through the door I could smell the laundry detergent she used, and the cigarettes she smoked. My heart rate went up, I even popped a half chub. It was nice, all the feelings came back to me and I remember how good it felt when I really loved her.

We talked and laughed, there was sexual tension, we smoked a joint and made mashed potato sandwiches. I had a really good time.

Eventually the buzz wore off, we both had stuff to do so we said goodbye. I was alone again, burnt out, and the potato sandwiches didn’t

Personally I use vanilla or plain soy milk.

She doesn’t know that I know

I [23m]realized a while back that my girlfriend [22f] had developed a crush on a guy she met in her program. Until recently I never considered it a real issue. It did bother me a little but I know it’s no fault of hers. People just do that.

We have been together almost three years. She really means the world to me. She has been such a light in my life, I never knew I cofuld be so comfortable and happy with someone.

She and I both have both been through a lot. We met during hard times in our own lives. Personally I had been through two back to back long term relationships. My first girlfriend and I were both virgins in high school. She fell for someone else

It's been six years, five of those years I've been unable to control myself.

I work with people every day who are at the end of their natural lives, coming to terms with their own death. I'm only in my early twenties but I feel like an old man. The drugs and alcohol, pornography and even coffee and sugar are only empty pleasures. It's doesn't make me happy, it just makes me forget how bored I am. I've let all my friendships just slip away and I can't even stand my own face anymore. I need help.

I don't want to waste my time on earth. I want live the fuck out of this life and transform. When I break out of the fog I sometimes can't beleive how much I can feel around me. Not just happiness

I'm on day six, and the blue balls are seriously killing me. I've been bad at this for long enough that It has happened a few times now. One day I had to leave work because I was close to dry heaving.

So right now it's bad enough that I'm icing myself with a bag of fruit. My old friend came over last night and things got hot and heavy. I had to quit before I could finish because all of a sudden each pump felt like a flick to the sack. I know that if I were to have an orgasm it would be incredibly painful for a minute or two. I couldn't continue rocking her body through the pain.

Is this something to be concerned about? Does everyone experience this? Furthermore, any solutions to the imme

It's that season again, the ten months of the year that are perfect for canoeing. I have been frequenting Cameron, sprout, and great central lakes near Port Alberni. Where do you take your water chariot and why?

I've been a part of this subreddit for a long time, and I've just never been too great at it.

It's not that I've never taken it seriously, because I really have. I've disappointed myself time after time and eventually got used to the sting of guilt (just like discovering PMO for the first time).

I'm posting this to give myself accountability. Hopefully this strikes a chord with at least one other person. An issue I'm facing in life right now is an inability to perform sexually. It's too late to realize that my unhealthy relationship with my own sexuality has something to do with it.

I can't remember the last time I wasn't angry with myself for giving into pornography. It's been that lon

In short, I've been with my current SO since Halloween, and a problem has presented itself. I lose my erection shortly after putting on a condom.

For whatever reason, my member doesn't have very much feeling to begin with. I almost never climax, which is fine by me, but now I go flaccid within a few minutes of penetration. Using large sized condoms does help to some degree, as does non-lubricated condoms at times but usually it just... dies.

I'm sure I'm not the first to have this problem, but if any of you face this same issue, I'd like to hear your suggestions.