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Started with ATM and O-Solo. And I just got to the bottom of the first. And O-Solo starts drawing.

This is going to be the best cakeday ever.

Fortysomething male, been battling depression since I was nine. Therapy on and off for ten years, Meds for the last seven. Been gradually bumping doses as a regimen stops working as well. I'm maxed out on two medications and about to max on a third.

I've thought about suicide on a regular basis for the last six or seven years, but made a vow to myself that I never would do it while my wife and mother are still alive. About a year ago, I came up with an exit plan (the short version: go on a nice vacation and end it with a heroin bender culminating in an OD-- fuck it, I deserve to feel good one last time before I go).

Lately, things have been so terrible that I don't know if I want to wait.

I'm playing RTTS and I've run into this issue that I'm having trouble getting out of. When I choose to Play Next Appearance instead of taking me into the game, it's simulating all of my games and at-bats. I'm not getting benched because I'm still accumulating training points and stats. Sometimes it will sub me as a PH in the first or second inning but usually it starts me but skips past a bunch of games.

Is anyone else seeing this? Is there a way to escape it or work around it? I'm about to give up and start a new save. Or switch to another game entirely.

Waiting to hear from a recruiter after a job interview is like having a loved one trapped in a mine: If you don't hear anything after three days, you might as well give up hope.