Growing up, I struggled with high levels of dopamine and was constantly stimulated; which often affected me academically. I couldn't keep a schedule or a routine by myself even if I tried hard enough. My parents nor adults nearby didn't help me with this problem, dismissing me with "just pray it to Jehovah" & it's frustrating as all hell. To add, my family is in financial turmoil so I have to do good at school. At meetings and Bible studies, I would often be told I don't have to seek higher education to please God or some shit. At the same time, I needed to please my parents so I can be deemed a good child. Even when I sought the help of the YPA books, there wasn't a definite answer I co
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