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I hashtag relate with "I’m probably nonbinary but I have a job so idrc about that rn"

but it's actually just being mentally ill and the job causes the mental illness.

So, it's like clocking in at the torture chamber

and then clocking out to cry at the crying factory.

I was driving around and I felt like I was on the brink of tears everywhere.

I kinda wanted to get into a car accident but only if I was the one being crashed into.

Then I could just have something physical to show.

Lowkey, would self-harm today but I have an interview tomorrow so I need to wait until after.

Also not seen backrooms but really relate to the song "Do You Like Air Conditioing by Kane Parsons"

I don't think I am mentally well right now and I don't really want to do it but I don't really see any reason not to. I think we all have our vices but probably self-harm is up there.

I miss being young and able to waste my time on having mental breakdowns. I feel old and outgrown at my age now and whilst I do consider myself young, I feel like I cannot afford to break down.

I feel like journaling means I have to really be vulnerable about my feelings including a passing thought.

Like yes, it can be just a passing thought but it can also mean something.

Ultimately, all I do is my job but the stress of the job is really wearing me down.

I can only tell someone it is their fault so many times and I can't hold fast as much as I want to.

It is not out of pure sadness or spite where I want to kill myself.

The idea of simply tying loose ends so I could kill myself feels like peace itself.

I never had the thought about killing myself like this until today. It was the same feeling as back in university.

Logically, what had gone wrong today was not m

I was 113 kg and now 105kg which still doesn't feel much and lowkey is still a long way to go anyways.

currently on 5mg but was on 2.5mg. by fourth week definitely it worn off.

I am lazy, don't do excercise. I would like to get back into it tho.

My point is I think the perfect thing about monjuro is you don't need to be perfect to see results. I understand that the whole diet thing is to make sure you build healthy habits but ultimately, it's crazy to me that I don't find myself thinking about food most of the week.

It mostly wears off when it's the time for my next shot but it is not to a crazy extent. It just is like "oh huh seems like im in the kitchen a lot today"

It's just insane

I have a BMI of 42.2.

I do some daily walking and eat my deficit but not really happy with the results. Find it really hard.

Plannning to go to Thailand in October so want to lose some weight before that.

Anyone tried it and how did it go?

I don't have any existing conditions (that I know of).

I started having lock jaw but could unlock it easily until I was poorly and it stayed stuck. Ofc, I understand that's probably messed up my teeth a little but I kinda just hoped it would unlock eventually. It did once but then went back to locked.

The past week, I've been hearing my bone grind. I am going to speak to my GP about it but honestly, I'm scared that I am wearing down my jaw and and they can never unlock it again.

Has anyone gotten crepitus and been better? Or maintained it well?

Or is life over?

Hiya, I'm interested in type setting and redrawing. Does anyone have any resources to youtube tutorials on what to really know about this? Not just technical knowledge but things that are common wants in scanlation communities.

Sometimes some mangas will translate everything - I've been looking at cleaning and typsetting a chapter where there's all types of stalls. I wonder if it would be disingenuous to use different types of fonts to reflect the type of stalls or whether to follow the original type set etc.

In addition, I've been using gimp and the type setting has been annoying because when i use paths it feels very manual but not sure if there's a free alternative out there. Plus I

I was talking about when I was sexually assaulted 7 years ago, and there was part of me that thinks maybe I wasn't sexually assaulted at all. That perhaps, I was traumatised over something that actually would or could not happen - like my boundary was already edged but not totally crossed over. And whilst I don't think it matters about a perpetrators intention to hurt someone or not, I still felt like I doubted my experience.

Anyways, my friend said regardless of whether or not there was the intention, it was the fact that you were not informed of the action that you could not even accept the action in the first place. Therefore you were not able to make a fully informed decision. Which I

I am specific looking for a ratio that maintains a stable sweetness. I keep accidentally making a tart sorbet lol

I’m thinking of moving somewhere new, but worried about whether I am after novelty.

I think I want to try airbnb for a month to see if I like it.

What should I pay attention to whilst I trial it out?

If that goes well, would it make sense to rent a place for six months, or is there a better alternative to test whether I’d actually enjoy living there long term?

I have an alternative in mind but open to ideas.

Hi all

Just had a really strange "orgasm" where I was in the state of a perpetual constant feeling of pleasure, as long as my bf kept his fingers on what I assume is the "g-spot".

Just super surreal experience as I had wanted to stay in that state forever lowkey. Anyone felt that way, or know what that was?

Hi all

Just had a really strange "orgasm" where I was in the state of a perpetual constant feeling of pleasure, as long as my bf kept his fingers on what I assume is the "g-spot".

Just super surreal experience as I had wanted to stay in that state forever lowkey. Anyone felt that way, or know what that was?